I'm tired.
Not sleepy tired, but tired of taking two steps forward only to be knocked backwards 10.
Tired of struggling to be true to God, only to be called a heretic.
Tired of fighting. Tired of arguing.
Tired of trying of embracing people only to find a knife deep in my back.
Tired of being hurt. Tired of the pain.
Is it worth it anymore? Does anyone care? Should I even care if anyone cares?
Does God care?
Sometimes I feel like Job surrounded by his wonderful friends. Sometimes... but most of the time I just feel alone.
I'm just tired, and I tend to get apathetic when I'm tired.
Cool! An eagle just flew by--spiraling over the trees in front of the church. "They will sore on wings like eagles; they will run and not grow weary, they will walk and not be faint."
I'm still tired. I'm still weary. I still feel faint. But maybe ... maybe it's okay.
3 comments:
church goers have sharp knives and they know where to put them.
lunch sometime?
Bring forth the knowledge of God's word. Weak and fragile?
Pick up your sword, not your knife! God willing, I may be relocating to your area.
"Watch and pray so that you will not fall into temptation. The spirit is willing, but the body is weak." Matthew 26:41
God's word is our strength....ask and by our prayer, he answers.
justin,
yea, lunck would be great. my schedual is kind of screwy right now with school, but let me know what works for you
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